Cut hair jor lar~ but seems like no different they say ^^""
Early in the morning, as usual attended moral class with Gs and Jes...
after finished class then went to CC and play left four dead with edwinson and Gs~ haha...waiting for the left four dead two!!!!omg....
said bye to edwinson and went picked eunice and jiawen with Gs ^^
we had our brunch at Pizza Hut!! haha....here's come the show!!!
MISS DING TEH TARIK PIZZA HURT..hold so high but at then end...piak~
ta da~~~clap your hand please~ XD
random pictures
share this with eunice...kinda nice ^^
shy Gs and jia jia ^^
Why she looked so sad since I was the one who being forced? oO"?
okay lar...they went to class and Gs and I nothing to do ...headed to library around twelve thirty and stayed until 1 thirty something? kekeke..went to pool with Gs then...
after finished pool then headed to audi to attend the writing class..
thanks to UCSI, once again....dono what the H was happened again....so dark inside there...
shuen lar....not first time ed....
met miss ding at mph while eunice got some stuff to do.
giam bui giam bui....but awhile oni...die jor..haha...
we played two on two game!omg...miss ding with I and another pair of couple...
miss ding, the way you defend...laughed off my ass!!!!!hahaha...
okay lar...balik liao lar ^^on the way sending miss ding back home, she sings all the way ^^she says my radio got problem so she could replace as my radio XD ....hyperactive miss ding today but damn funny and cute ! ^^
was raining heavily when sending eunice go home....and traffic jam as well...kinda enjoy to chat like that in the car ^^ feel great.....
(decided that Pink color words are for you gal ^^)
really was a great day for me even though there was no any special event...hope to pass my college life like this every day!!!
1st, I have a question to ask you....how old are you?
answer for you: twenty three....
I bet you will never forget how old are you...
So do you mind a boy who's younger 4 years than you to remind you DON'T DO SUCH SILLY FUCKING THINGS?
I remembered you said that you would chase her back from begin ? THAT'S BULL SHIT...
Will a guy forces the girl he admires "not to stay close with other boys?"WHAT IS THE MEANING FOR CHASE BACK THEN?You have no right to control her life now ...
The ways you ask for a date, it is not any kind of inviting, but its more like forcing.
What time will you be finished your class ?
what are you doing now ?
who is with you now ?
what time will you be reaching home?
bla bla bla....
Since you care her so much, why didn't you appreciate her when you were still playing the role as her boy?
What I have seen before , with my eyes, there was just an idea in my mind...
is this for real? a guy who asks his gf to accompany him, but he is just playing game at cc....or having drinks with friends but never bother his girl?
or letting his girl's stomach empty but he's going to have some drinks with friends?
yea...I often with her now, and miss ding as well...we are both best friend...
so wtf reason you care or angry for?
wanna know how was this morning? yea...we were both smiling, laughing, chit chatting at old town until she met you, her face was totally changed into moody....
Would you please use your mind? do you know how difficult for me and miss ding to cheer her up? and with your appear, everything screwed up! thank you so much for that~!
I do know something you talked to her...You gonna beat me right? Or you gonna break my car's mirror? Do you feel proud to threaten a girl like that? Do you?Why don't you speak to me then?
When you first chat with me through msn and talk so many things...I thought you were a mature thinking guy...but now...I take it back...you are not!!!
What she gonna do , what she wanna do...there is definitely nothing to do with you and don't even need to get a permission from you....
Even a blind people would know that...never do that to a girl if you think you are a man....
Stop talking shit to me like "I LIKE HER?I LOVE HER SO MUCH? I CANT FORGET HER ?"
If you did, you will never make her suffering....Use your mind which is given by god...
Don't be so fucking childish....and don't pretend like you are so mature....NAH!! oOo!!!!
Last time I often emo you all shoot me wor....
Today I keep playing around then you all say I hyperactive wor~!haha...
what you all want o~ gaduh ar?
hehe...Don't worry...ask I said I will try to change myself...
not Robbie william's to be a better man,...but instead to be a better BOY ~!hong zai wad~ haha...
Early morning went to pick Eunice then met jia at college lar....jia wish to have breakfast from oldtown but then...unluckily, it was not opening...XD changed to the restaurant which was located at the opposite side...don't know what name already....XD
While eating saw WENGCHUN AND THE CARTOON GIRL MEITENG...recently always spam message at her blogspot....haha...coz...nothing to do I guess~...She was shaking her hand hardly to say hi..~ I think not to me only (ToT)...coz she knew jia and eunice also...haha...
study gao gao at library after having breakfast with them...due to two thirty got a test...supp paper for business...=(
but then luckily those essays I have studied both came out~!
met eunice after test...she met with Mr G nearby block C and chat all the way while walking to main gate...
I "siam away" and nothing I can do,but luckily met a friend of mine....YIK AND NATE~ right?always just say Hi to them every time but never introduce each other...for more than 1 sem ed...XD!!!!!(take their picture when I got the chance =D)
sent eunice back to home and having some chit chat in car...then bye bye lu~ that's all for today...nite nid to study gao gao for account lagi..wtf..ToT
Sorry to all my friends....
Sorry for being so emo recently...
Sorry for everything I did recently...
Will try to cheer up....
Will try not to let you guys worry about me anymore...
Will try to bring back the positive houng and laugh off your ass...
Will try my best to appreciate the everything I have got now...
Some times things just happen and I don't even think that I can control my own temper..
happy and Emo is just a line between each of them for me ...
A lot of them suggest me to enjoy my life in college and University while I still can...
You might not have the leisure time to enjoy with your friend that often after you finish your university...You need to work...
So, why don't I have my best moment for now? why I rather wasting my time on being emo..haha...Am I correct...??
wuhu~~~ houng is revive!!!!!!!!
I don't know I can actually do this ....until I ask miss ding...
because I thought once it started you need to decide either publish it or make it to private..
My original purpose for start writing blog was to express my own feeling anytime as I wish to...
Sorry...My blog is not a place for you or you to keep an eye on me........
I need a private space ....
Still considering about it now....
There were a lot of things I was thinking about recently...But I never post out all of them...I guess I knew what would be happen if I type them out....
Nope...no more suffering because I think it's not worth to suffer for something that I don't really know what the fuck is happening...
haha...haha...Am I laughing....?=)
Did you remember last time you were crying and were writing something on a peace of paper in my car..?And I asked you to keep that message?
I did it because I trusted you...you said you were not a good girl...never bring happiness but instead making everyone around you suffering, unhappy?
I would never regret I did that if you were really willing to be a good girl...
Everything I did to you...its for real...no cheating .....
But then ..I don't know when you need me or when you don't....maybe your situation is such a mess now and I could not even find a place to stand...
I am going prove that she and me really can be bf for forever...not a must to be couple....
I was considering to give up about you....
But then, no one is perfect....
chance will be always given if you wish to do it better....
It will be tough but no worry I will be your side...
maybe you are just...lost? this is what I am thinking in my mind...
I always trust my 6th sense more than anything...that's why I can be that emo....
my 6th sense tells me that I will be hurt again if I keep staying in this position...
but then...my 6th sense also tells me that it would be great too if you decided to do it better...
Honestly what I have said to you in msn just now...Its all from my heart, never tell lies during the conversation....
I know you just want to make me or people around you to feel happy...maybe you have chosen a wrong way to express your feeling? a way that could make people misunderstanding?
yea...some times I do feel that I hate you...but think it wisely...you tried so hard to make me happy or just to see my smile....
despite you always make me feel sad or uncomfortable, but I think you don't want it to happen...
My 6th sense tells me again...I need to be your backup ..to support you, to accompany you...
We start from zero....from nothing...from normal friend...until you think properly what decision you are going to make...take your time...don't be rush....
let god decides what will happen next....
JUST LET IT BE....
Supp paper is coming...
business for monday and accounting for wednesday....
No outing until next wednesday.....
COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND ME ...
We are close enough but we are not easy as just being friend...
I don't know what should I do ...I want to be the special one but I guess I can't...
its kinda suffering most of the times...just like walking in the path without ending....
what am I for you...a friend? or ? Mind to give me an identity?
Will try to figure out this, how to settle this relationship...not going to avoid from you but instead I will face you, with unknown relationship...
I said I will continue our friendship unless you don't want to ...this promise is on for forever....
I don't want to be mr emo again...but my 6th sense tells me Im going to behave like that again..
thank you to miss ding again...
the same way people threaten me but your one is specially useful...
you said: you try to cut your hand then we are not friend anymore....never talk to you!
yea I care you....my best friend....
the same thing goes to you...don't try to hurt yourself....
(green color in my blog is always for you....stand for wu guai...my best friend....)
