Mr. LoNely

Mr lonely needs more friends...=)

I can still remember how I get this name...
It was given by Jesmyn, because she said I look emo when she first met me...

That's true but after some time I became better....
But now the problem comes again....

So.. Emo is back.....
Actually start from Sunday 10pm....I forced myself not to sleep as long as I can...
But then I was only able to make it 1 day plus....28 hours+ only ...

Okay, I know I am nuts...but this way is much better than hurting myself I guess....bored with the way already...

Woi, find some activities for me to join lar wei...I don't want to make myself crazy coz of her, the one who used to be my only one.....the only one I trusted and loved the most....yea..past tense, USED TO......

Unexpectedly this sem I have met quite many of new friends huh =)

Some time I feel like the rule is true....You gain something new when you lost something....

Recently become slightly closer with hewmeiteng, yatyishan without reason =)
Both also crazy maybe? enjoyed the other day when we were chatting in OLD TOWN during break time....But I need some time to used to the way they laugh..WITH BREAK!!and AK 47 bullet keep shooting on your face...==" HAO SHUI GIN..XD

another gang huh...Panda, Suefei, and Angeline....

Panda always call me pandI==" which mean pig in TAMIL...most probably learnt from Angeline..and she says if we combine together will become PANDAI==" what kind of theory is this...=D

Suefei =)a sweet girl but like seldom see her smiling..She can speak english well but some time mix with chinese and malay =P A girl who likes to eat ice cream so so much ...I owe her many cup of it =) hahaha!

Angeline...=) An active Indian girl ....hahaha...her sonsy and like positive thinking behaviour leave me a good impression..XD And I was shocked when she said this to me :" Ni de yan jing....hen mei.." HAHA.....stunned...and say thank you to her...she learnt it from panda>.<"

there are still many of them ....and Im happy to have more more more friends=D come on babeh~ hahaha!

Yeap....have been some time never update my blog...and some of my friends started nagging me...=P

Recall to the chap gor mei...the last day of chinese new year...
most probably people were celebrating for this special date for....
But chap gor mei wasn't a good date for me ...

When I was only 12 years old...My aunt left me and went to heaven...
My parents have to work hard since I was a kid...they went to KL and my aunt was the one who taking care of me since I was a kid...In JOHOR...I call her as AH YANG...

She taught me a lot of things =) without pressuring me ...
We stayed at KAMPUNG which unlike the big city, which has many entertainment...
Guli and toys was all my life in that broken, old frame house...But warmth was everywhere...

Some time wealth isn't a good thing...It might separate or make the gap between family members bigger...
My uncles worked hard and earned a lot of money from singapore...bought a freaking big house for my grandma....and that's the begining of warmth in that house start cooling..

I could still clearly remember...that night when I was leaving hospital and back to KL from JOHOR..Aunt said this to me...

APPRECIATE YOUR FAMILY MEMBER APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE...IF NOT YOU WILL REGRET WHEN YOU LOST THE CHANCE....

She past away just about when I reached KL.....
You left me, but you will never disappear in my heart..my mind...

About Me

My photo
about me har~? normal people but wish to make more friends....=D

ah pek and I ^^

ah pek and I ^^

(o0o)? hahaha...

(o0o)? hahaha...

My target......

-Try not to be emo ...

- Try to be single but not alone...

-Try to study hard....

-Try learning how to manage time and money...

-Try learning how to just be your friend...

-Try not to cut my hand as I promised jia ....