Mr. LoNely

25号那天。。。做工那里要交换礼物呢~
买了两只小猪？最后觉得很像不是很够=）买多一个小公仔加上去~



蛮多的嘛~=)

然后就一直拍照片。。哈哈。。都没有什么理客人哈哈~！老板叫拍照的哦~！>.< 虽然那里花了30~40块。。可是用这钱来换点回忆。。。不错啊~！ (n_n)~ siew meng拿到了我的礼物哦~！ 还好=) 她还蛮喜欢的~ O(∩_∩)O~

再过几天我就开学了啦~ 呵呵。。。会回来找你们啦=）

对哦！第二天。。老板请我们唱K!一晚就花了300多==。。。
找不到那么好的工了吧？O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

带去的ice cream cake~不错吃~ =P

回家咯~！唱到三点呢！！够力！=( 哈哈。。。得空再来吧~

christmas eve...难得今天我没有做工呢。。可是电话簿里面就是找不到人陪我看戏。。。
也没差~一岁到现在真的没有庆祝过呢~呵呵。。。

昨天约了belbel一起break呢。。。第一次坐下来那样聊天，虽然说第一次。。但是聊的真的很多=)感觉告诉我她会像jia jia 那样，可以和我成为很好很好的朋友=)

无端端的，半夜哭醒来。。。怎么回事啊==''
回想不起昨天梦见什么。。。可是大概可以知道什么事情。。。

不会像中三那时候被人hurt...不会再发生。。。。

来吧=）发个毒誓吧~！每当喜欢一个人时，或将近喜欢一个人时。。。。我会割下一条线。。。喜欢的越深，我会割的越多。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。这次。。。。是来真的！

好吧。。一开始想说的就是。。。对不起对不起对不起！！！我今天约会迟到？！
她傻乎乎的等了半个小时=(戏票还是她买的呢...ZZZzzz...


本来约好了一起看princess and the frog...可惜戏票卖完了啦。。。
她，买了avatar..第一排。。。>.<...哈哈哈。。。没关系啦=）跟你看什么都好=) 好吧~刚到不久就在sushi king 外面等。。。大厅的表演和装饰吸引了我。。。看着看着有人用手遮着我的双眼呢。。XD

午餐在台湾小食解决，因为宏很喜欢那里的汤面啦=)
吃着面时，她。。很注意的在看我的眼睛。。。。。恩！对。。在怀疑我是不是有画eye liner...

对不起哦~让你失望哦=.='..O(∩_∩)O~
聊了蛮多=)感觉好像和嘉聊天，不同的是我对你有感觉。。。。=）

戏票时间是两点半啦，吃完了就散散步吧。。。
她说了一些我已经习惯的事情。。。
譬如:"我朋友看你照片以为你是tomboy，我刚开始真的以为你是gay因为你化妆。。。你声音很像女子。。。"

想说。。呵呵。。屁啦~我对女声才会小小声的呢=)至于gay,tomboy。。。。我也没有力气解释，反正做工四天已经有两个客人以为我是女的了。。无聊=="


没错~看戏之前去玩投篮机了哦！玩到一半她说原来看错时间了！是2.15不是2.30~!
买了汽水和爆米花，没有看好戏院号码。。。走进去看见有人坐在我们的位。。
Hong:"Sir, did you sit at a wrong seat?"

ERM NOPE DUDE...THIS IS A TAMIL MOVIE~! ARE YOU SURE YOU DID NOT MAKE A MISTAKE?

啊~~她拖着我跑出去了....haha!!在隔壁呢。。哈哈！！！好fish!!!! O(>.<)o avatar 不错看啦。。=）第一排也没有想象中那么辛苦。。 看完戏后她要回了。。。
分开之前。。。给了她一个抱抱。。。(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

不能和你在一起，那就成为朋友吧。。。
不会强求，但是当你转过身想说“yes”的话，我会站在原点等着你吧。。。

我的感情世界。。。该说不幸吗？还是时间未到？

当我认真付出时，那关系永远不会得到好的结果。。。
当我犹豫时，却来不及说声我是真的喜欢你。。。

一切都太迟了。。。。没能在你伤心之前说:“我们在一起吧？”


到底是怎样的一回事。。。？我真心想让女生开心时，为什么带来的是眼泪。。？

能不能对我自己做下一个承诺?若是再喜欢人的话对着自己的手割出一句no love?
事关我真的太。。容易喜欢上人。。也太容易离开一个人。。。

继续随随便便地过日子吗？对感情开开玩笑？。。。

要求的不多。。。只要你真心对我。。。我也会真心对你。。。
你给的爱有几多，我给与你的爱绝对不会比较少。。。

我知道我们这样很暧昧，也知道这样只会带来双方面的伤害。。。

可是每当我看着你传来的信息，我都是真心的在笑。。。是真的开心。。。

之前在学院我的确是有喜欢过人。。可是，他们给我的感觉就是，我是一个工具。。不开心或另外一个或两个男的不得空才会找我。。感觉不到那些真。。

可是我的的确确可以感受到你是在乎我，关心我的。。。
你问我，对我来说你是什么。。。我答不到你dear...因为我只是怕我踏进多一步。。。你会逃避我。。

昨天我才懂。。傻傻的我，原来你是想要我给你一个承诺，一个身份。。。

我想给你承诺，想给你身份。。。可是，你愿意接受么。。。
你愿意尝试吗？如果真的不要。。。还可以是朋友吗？。。。=（

等你的回复。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

不会再去想我应该喜欢谁，或我应该避开谁。。。。

FROM NOW ON, I WILL JUST FOLLOW MY FEEL...

君胜时常骂我，你傻的啊？！看信息也会笑到这样。。。

O(∩_∩)O哈哈~不是笑话啦！而是觉得开心一个人那么在乎你。。。
笑得很甜？变态？！还是白痴~？
谁在乎啦~！哈哈。。。我就是喜欢=)

我不知道谁会带给我伤害，可是至少现在的我知道谁会带给我快乐.....
君胜时常都说=='' “每次你都跟不同的人传信息。。。”
因为有的人只是没人陪才找我，有人陪就忘记我啊？不完全是我的问题吧？！

她，今天问了我: dear do you watch Disney movie？
我知道她正在说着那里一部啦~公主与青蛙嘛~(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

宏小时候就喜欢看了啊~!
1)美女与野兽
2）睡美人
3）灰姑娘
4）白雪公主
5）狮子王
6)阿拉丁
7）mickey mouse 那些不用说啦~肯定有的嘛。。O(∩_∩)O~


傻傻的她知道我喜欢以后很像很开心呢！！=）约好了啦。。

传信息可以是甜甜的。。。当你在打情骂俏时~
传信息可以是酸酸的。。。当你在和人冷战时。。。。
传信息可以是辣辣的。。。吵架的时候吧？
传信息可以是冷冷的。。。敷衍人??O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

还有很多吧！！

至少，现在跟你。。就是甜甜的！！！

没有女朋友不要紧吧。。。老实说，宏现在有个dear呢。。。=)

可是要走了啦。。要转校了呢。。。=(
girl...宏才认识你不久的说。。。=(

所谓的dear 呢^^ 是宏不像朋友的朋友。。。奇怪吧?oO"?

宏喜欢你，可是不是爱你。。。
宏不是你的男友，却像男友那样想你=)
宏对你没有什么特别要求，只是想和你有着在朋友和男友之间的关系=)

你的一个信息、一个微笑、一句对白。。。。。都会让我开心=)

对我来说，这种感觉最妙，最甜了！！！

我的工作是。。。

鼓励你，
陪伴你，
在你需要关怀的时候，像多啦A梦那样伸出援手，
在你脸上没有笑容时，做点鬼脸还是什么的，逗你=P


宏还多了一个HENG DAI 呢！哈哈。。。
panda， 你出场了哦~！

很帅哦！她玩dota的呢！！！哈哈。。。
在无聊但是上网龟速时，她陪我打game的说！！哈哈。。。。
最近都一直在msn聊到饱饱的 =)

咱们是同类~低能类~！hahahaha.....

最近我们都在看着海派甜心~
这个话题奇迹般的让我们聊了很很很久~

我是邹哒郞~

宏还找了粉红顽皮豹的歌做ringtone呢！！！

戏里的哒郞。。虽然呆呆的。。。可是做了很多浪漫的事的说。。=）
谢啦~宏学下来了啦=）
等待。。。。等待着第五集~！~！ XD



谁说生活上无男女朋友就很难熬的说？牛屎~hehehehehehe....不数其他的。。宏现在这个dear和heng dai~就已经让我很开心的说=)

一开始要写Blog的原因是为了
1)记录下我美好的回忆，改天可以回味。。。。
2）将心中想说的东西发泄出来。。。。


慢慢的，觉得这并不是那么的简单。。。。

我想说的，往往会害怕别人看到，有些人就是从我的部落格知道一些他们想知道的事情。。。。我讨厌这样。。。所以我的部落格通常都是很虚伪的。。。

决定把它给关了。。。现在只是属于我的。。。还有我信任的朋友。。。=（


说真来到这里。。ucsi...不曾有过一段好的感情。。。。

第一个， 明明有了男朋友。。。。为什么我们会那么的好。。。为什么我们出街多过她和她男友。。。为什么当我想退出时，她不让我走。。。她说喜欢我，但是却告诉我不能和我在一起。。。说真的当时我很是辛苦。。。

第二个，也是有了男友。。。但可笑的是，一开始她告诉我想找人玩暧昧。。。我没有听错吧？是我中了吗？不知道她信息里说的有几分真，几分假。。。。知道的时，我的出现，往往是当她男友不在她身边时，或她闷时。。。我们的聊天时间通常是到每天的六点！因为男友会在她放工时载她。。。宏不要做代替品！！！！！


有人说从我说话方式，感觉到我很playboy。。。。playboy 吗。。。？

那她们是什么。。是真的喜欢我？还是消遣。。。。
我只是知道。。现在的我。。。不会真心喜欢一个女子。。。除非，她真的很好。。。但是现在的我没有可能会找到那么一个她。。。

想誊清的是，dear, sweet heart,之类的。。。对于我来说，并不是女朋友专属的。我喜欢的朋友我都会这样叫他们。。。its not even a problem if I give them a kiss....=)


想念我的前女友。因为我相信，直到现在，真心关心和爱我的人就只有她。。。
不想有女友。。。

因为找到不是真心对你的女朋友，那日子会很可悲。。。。。

Qm class in the early morning..haha..quite enjoy doing the questions...hahaha...

yea..something just pissed me off today...
the stupid librarian in UCSI...

really going to scold people already..I checked the book through internet whether it was available or not ...thank god, yes it was....I need to print a page from the book as an evidence for wap assignment!

went to counter and asked for help from the librarian...first...she gave me a number...rc448.5 bla...told me its at 2nd floor...was looking at the bookcase with RC for a long time...with 2 friends! could not find it also =(

Got a really cool answer from the librarian when I asked for help again..
Librarian: maybe someone mixed the book to other place already...try to find it out then ..

TRUST ME...YOUR EYES ARE OKAY ...NOT BLIND OR WAD..

she was asking me to find A book.....in that whole library...
wonder what the money I pay for library fees..to feed this kind of GENIUS...i think...

Gave up with the book and just be honest with the lecturer...



Pool section with nick wong..haha...played 2 hours + with him...really was a nice game with him...enjoyed~

I curse you I curse you!!!...that;s what we were shouting to each other when the only ball was left.....cursing each other not to let the last ball got in ~ LOL!!!

He was quite funny wad...keep dancing when he scored==" lan c me ..haha!!

from this I learnt that...try not to judge someone by his/ her appearance...they can be extremely different with what you have thought..

original plan...acc jamen and sam sam to buy their bag....

reached college by 11..>>>>lunch>>>>cc>>>>take pendrive from panda~=) tq ya~ >>>>CC again>>>>time square>>>>movie>>>>shopping>>>>dinner>>>>balik.....haha~!


dylan with the Christmas tree~

wonder why they knew I was going to capture the picture...

woo kena cucuk ass hole~

lol...sam kena makan..=( mati lor...

solo ss...

2 extra turtle head >.< hahaha...

dai b woo =='

Dinner~


Oh ya~ had Phobia 2 with them too...wtf...laughed off my ass...^^ enjoyed the outing ..=)

waiting for the coming outing....

Superwoman kar? =="

weekend with assignment again...Writing assignment...

done my first draft at 6 pm something...

9pm-
went to find koey as she wanted someone to accompany her to do some stuff....
prepare the birthday present for her boy =)

ops..=( hong got lost coz fist time driving to her house....stupid =(

at the end she couldn't finished all the stuff she managed to do...

then before sending her home, went to 甜不甩~糖水店啦。。=)


drink we ordered....

hehe...tong yun =)

was having some chit chat and SS....

kena slap when taking this picture...coz I said chubby + chubby = chubby square =P

quite enjoy though....

Okay...what happened today...

early in the morning attended moral class...so far so good...nothing happened yet...

Then went to have breakfast with ki siao gang, anyway I did not have my breakfast again...went to CC with them after that...

here comes the problem....

Problem 1...
got into the class and was being informed that the class was canceled, after signing the attendance then can leave already...this was what the staff/lecturer had said...

but the stupid noob ass...just pissed me off...I was waiting like an hour to sign the attendance and those faking people just didn't queue up.....

I shot the staff directly.:SORRY SIR, WHY DON'T YOU JUST DISTRIBUTE MORE PAPER FOR US TO SIGN AS IT IS AN EMPTY PAPER ALSO WAD ...DON'T YOU THINK IT'S FASTER THAN SIGNING ONE BY ONE?

He answered me : I scare I will get confused if too many paper....

o0o...how old are you already...can't you manage the only attendance list? suck..


problem 2...then afternoon I had got gastric suddenly...just before writing class...pain like hell...


problem 3...my friends....jamen, liew, sam, and edwin...their bag or stuff had been stollen by people while they were having dinner at leisuremall there...

what a bad day...

Hong doesn't like coffee~~ haha...yucks~ taste suck...=)



early in the morning...yea...went to have breakfast with my ki siao gang...haha...but woo didn't join us..
Gs my brother..haha


Anyway I did not order anything since my stomach was feeling not well....it never felt better...
Liew liew the stupid dumb >.<

after that we attended the QM class together..I did not get full mark for the test but my friends did....=( quite upset...

Class ended and it was time for lunch ^^ I was sms-ing with SOMEONE who cares me from the early morning...

She asked me to meet her up and she got something to pass me ...

Here's the necklace ~!


yea...its a chinese word written on it...it means HAPPINESS....

she says I need it.....yea I do ..and going to make it as my phone decoration~I don't know how to but she will help>.<

You know what....Felt warm...

Was smiling in my deep heart while having my lunch.....

Dota with liew liew, jamen and kia wee after the lunch...haha...keep on shouting like crazy people...anyway it was funny and I enjoyed it ~! =)

Balik...ciao~ THANK YOU KELLY AND PANDA AGAIN....U 2 KNOW WHY LO~ HAHA...

Viewed someone's blog few days ago...

If I was the previous hong.. I would definitely pissed off but not now =)

I knew he was writing about me .....okay....I treated it like a joke....

First at all...he said I haven't come out work then wanted to paktor already...and should not proud of myself coz I was still feeding by my parents...so far...

He said he would work hard in the future? and buy every stuff that he wants and for the girl...and I was so stupid like saying :" I love you so much" since I got no income?


okay...GOR GOR...here comes the questions...

1st...paktor while studying was DEFINITELY WHAT YOU WERE DOING PREVIOUSLY...wasn't it?=)

2nd...Feeding by my parents?owh...obviously I am still a student of course my parents need to support me from the financial...I could only blame myself why I was born few years later than ya ^^

3rd~So you mean the word means nothing without money ya? you are such a phathetic =( well I know money is important but I just don't know that it can use for measuring the love...the length? ^^

炸人不足，笑话有余。。。。。

Well I did say love was no longer uncountable in the previous post ....so...happy go lucky =) every one has their thinking ...~

It was like a rule or what...

Many people will simply make a promise: we can be best friend forever...

Maybe I am one of them? just forget what I have said then ....

From primary school to secondary school, secondary school to college life...My friends were just getting lesser....We did not contact each others...

Yea, Life is like this....

Enjoy the life in primary school...No love, no complicated relationship, but just happy childhood with lots of sports =) yea hong likes sports....

Secondary school...was still okay with form 1 and 2...but form 3? felt curious with love, want to have a try, and I got hurt....I was so fat that time, no wonder girls would just run away^^

Now I am a college boy...and I have tried, or experience something new and funny....

Why "flower-hearted" this word is just using on boy?
Can girls just answer me without any hesitation that you never like few guys in a same time?


I trust you no more when you tell me you like me or you love me with some hesitation...
I don't want to be substitute, yea I am leaving from your world, or maybe I have already left....the complicated world...well, just be friend...

The possibility for Hong to like a girl with 100% is impossible now...yea, so-called "flower hearted" by people...

But how much love you put on me, the same AMOUNT of love I will let you feel...

LOVE is no longer uncountable....isn't it?

why Im saying thank you....?

haha...there is someone, keep trying to make me to be happy...

recently was having some good time with my gang....the ki siao gang, ks, jamen, sam, woo, kia wee, edwin, gs them.....
but then I was so grey when I was alone...trying to fool myself that I was actually happy ....

^^ my phone...has been some time never ringing...no one find me for sms, no call for chatting....the main function of my phone is just taking pictures...

But then there is SOME ONE appears so suddenly...
she sends me sms, mms, or she even calls me...Just wanna cheer me up =)


the mms she sent me ...few weeks ago I think, she made the cover by herself =)


And this one...I received it just now..when I was sleeping XD
yea...its biscuit ....but she arranges them and make a word and put on her lap..HOUNG....
haha....feel so so great that I can smile when I just wake up....

thank you so so much...My friend...^^

You are here when I need you, and of course I will be there for you if Im needed...

start from last Saturday? 7-11-09

erm...woke up quite late ..9.30 am something...then helped my mom cooking for the lunch~ ^^ yeah..the only thing I know how to cook( fried rice ) =="

usually I just cook for myself but I din expect it would be that tiring when I were preparing for few people...

then 12 something I went to metro point and looked for Gs as he said he wanted to have a hair cut there...accompanied him for an hour then I went to balakong JUSCO to have a movie- The poker king ^^

after movie just find my previous colleague and had some chatting...then went home and preparing...was going back hometown XD


Sunday------8/11/09
was doing nothing but just keep on thinking how to arrange and write the stupid writing assignment....and also memorize the script like hell, the script that I have prepared for moral presentation....( JES, Gs they put a lot of effort on it...and I dowan to disappoint them ...I want do my best)

Monday-----9/11/09
Big day for moral presentation....I woke up at 4am to memorize the script again...=P
6 am shower and prepare my stuff......6.50 started off from house...
Holy Shit...traffic jam....Managed to reach there at 7.15...at the end it was 7.30 when I arrived....no time for rehearsal as all of them were slowed down by the stupid jam...

I tried my best on the presentation...guess it was still acceptable, but somehow...our presentation was not that good.....=="

at nite ..dated koey to watch a movie....yeah...poker king again!! both of us were watching for the second time already! =) stupid stupid her XD keep asking the same questions in the movie to me.... Forgot to take a picture with her for uploading...=( next time then~ =)

after movie went home and sleep....nite nite =)

BLACK OUT AGAIN! It always happens on THURSDAY!!!!

UCSI, Tiu Nia Bu~!!!!!

purposely wait for 3.30 writing class....blackout again ==" then suddenly got electricity again...suddenly blackout again...countless time it happened.

I love ucsi~(^o^)o0o


huiyo==" really dono what to update ler...
nothing special happened to me also ==......

oh ya! that day went to mid valley with edwinson and ah pek again....muahaha...
Guess what...porridge again....I had two sets of it !!!



holy shit! its so so delicious....don't ask me what to eat when we go Mid Valley okay?
haha...

capture some pictures to update my friend how I look like now ....
neh...got show front part already HYPER TENG.....


Houng....you said you wanted to keep fit....
you said you wanted to have a body without fat oil for shopping....

keep eating and you will be like this =='BWAHAHAHAHAHA....F3(maple emotion.)

erm...never think of upload my stupid hair ...but then kena hyper shoots....

can't stand for my long long hair anymore...very difficult and also lazy to take care of it..

every time if the class starts at 8...wonder how early I need to wake up to set my hair =="

yea....its kinda extreme...last time very long, now very short XD


show you guys lar.....don't afraid of me ! im not bad guy!
by the way ...xiu mui mui, want to see gam yu or not ......=P

wake up -> breakfast -> class-> home-> shower->nap-> find something to eat -> online-> sleep->

How long I did not go out with my gang or friends already?
hehe...quite long time ed...

reason for never outing lately?
first, save money due to my house is facing financial problem..
second, faking lazy ...don't have such mood to hang around or movie...its always the same places, same things to do ..where to go ? ts? Mv? Sg wang? what to do ? hang around? bowling? movie?

the longer I stay outside the more money I will spend...
spend on some stuffs just to kill my time but will never bring me any hapiness.....

sorry to all my dear friends...its not like I don't want to update..but its really nothing has happened to me these days....X)

perhaps I would post something that what I was thinking ...my feeling...they would be kinda grey..... =(

Never put any hope or expectation, then you will feel much happier when it really happens....

Friends asked me to update my blog...
But what can I update...

I don't like outing anymore...
I don't like hyper anymore...
I don't like to be the extra one anymore...

So....I choose to be.....alone....

will abandon my blog for awhile....


All the best.....

Houng...what to eat later? cincai lar...
Houng...where to go later? cincai lar...
Houng...want pool or not? cincai lar...
Houng...outing or not......? cincai lar...


Recently You will often hear..cincai from my mouth if you are always with me ...

What to do ...
I have learnt this long time ago...The lesser hope or expectation you put on a thing...the lesser hurt or disappoint you will have...
But I just don't know it would be so hurt...

I was spending my life like a dead people with heart beat these days...
No one gave me hope or light ....No one could do that...

I will put on my shield any time, any where....I trust no one with 100%....unless my family...

some of my friends ask me ...hey houng...why I never see any outing post in your blog anymore...
My answer was...I used to like outing because it would bring me some fun...but nowadays...its a faking boring thing for me ....

this rule is always fixed in my mind...
It doesn't matter where to go but who to go with...

Don't wish to fall in love anymore....its....suck...
My love stories have never been a good ending...
My fate....

omg omg ...haha....we have been sticking together for many days already....haha...recently they were very popular in my blog...haha...

today I just attended the tutorial class for quantitative methods...haha...
the lecturer gave us a STIMULATION TEST...probably let us to prepare or have the idea what's the coming test will be like...

ohom~ waited Jes after I finished the test...
We were having a discussion about moral assignment at library....

We Ss no matter where we were....even in library!! haha...SS= siok sendiri...taught by JES~



Edwin was being interviewed by his friend for the english foundation assignment...child abuse...haha..? Jes couldn't stand for it ...she was keep laughing when Edwin started speaking...


after that they decided to SING K at NEWAY! yea...that's cool.....haha...
Met another two new friends.....Don and Ashley...the sweet couple I guess? haha

turtle edwin's driving~ haha...


its lunch hour with buffet....we both simply take whatever food after we ordered our set....
haha...never plan or think what to take....what's putting on it then we will just take~!


taking photo in the K box~

Fire ball awhile with Edwin after Edwin sent us back to college....

balik home after that...^^

had a great day with you guys again! but this time ah pek was not joining...not that complete...haha...