Mr. LoNely

Mr lonely needs more friends...=)

星期三-晴天吧。。。

又一次中午才起身。。。不是我想睡到热晒三竿,可是在夜晚里实在睡不着。。失眠吗?
确定的是自己最近都很不开心。。。


最近传的很火热的fb自杀事件,让我想起表姐。。。
但是却不觉得那男的可怜,而是白痴。。。。。。

早上MPH来调查关于狗的。。。十有八九是隔壁的白痴report。。。
无言,但是想说买屋子真得看好跟谁是令居。。。。


简的来说,心情真的是很不好。。。。。

应该超过一个月没有回到外婆家了吧。。。
感觉好像都变了?

一个早晨。。。吃了早餐后也就顺便走到了外婆家后院看看。。
羽毛球场的边线已经变得模糊了。。。小时候表哥、表姐、表弟、表妹们一起嬉戏的影子再也看不见了。。。

我们都长大了。。。也都体会到种种的分离。。。大表姐去新山了。。二表姐去世了。。。表哥去新加坡工作了。。。

脑海里什么都没有。。只是想着珍惜现在还能拥有的。。。

曾经,
喜欢过一个跟我同年同月同日出生的女孩。。。

曾经,
想过真的要等她。。。

曾经,
以为她真的是喜欢我的。。。

曾经,
真的以为会在一起。。。

最近头脑真的都是她。。发梦都是她。。。为什么。。。=(
那么的突然。。。
那么的诡异。。。

在facebook不小心找到了她的profile...可是。。。还在犹豫要不要add她。。。
只是按下滑鼠。。竟然需要那么多的。。勇气。。。。。。。。

没用。。。。=(

只是看title肯定不会明白是怎么一回事吧?哈哈。。。

白色。。因为我们都穿着白色的衣服。。。

三人行。。当然是我,bell,还有jia啦。。=D

25?..她们说今天不要花费超过25?...我想我超过了XD

不减肥咖啡日。。不减肥忘记是谁的提议,咖啡吗?bel bel 带我们去了一家不错的咖啡店哦!=)听说是极少数人回去的。。通常都可以在那里碰上出名的blogger~那天就碰到了两个~但是我不认识哦~=)少玩blog啦~没有bel那么专业。。。



其实在很久之前已经想过要搞这个三人行了。。可是哈哈。。。bell跟jia都很忙呢。。。到现在才是我们三个第一次一起出去哦。。。=="

没有电影,没有血拼。。。
取而代之的是闲聊,聚聚。。然后和下午茶。。。。

不记得jia对我说了多少次不好意思。。。可是事实上我的确没有闷着。。
哈哈。。在听着你们最近发生的事情。。。也是我的乐趣之一。。。不说话?应该是这些日子都是自己一个人吧。。。没有说话的习惯了。。。。

无论如何都满期待下次的outing o...

Now I found that I like typing...hahahaha...

it's pretty cool and pretty fun when you do typing in a super fast speed and don't need to look at the keyboard which I am now doing =) hahahahaha....

Well I am now having my so called "holiday"...but then I more prefer to college life...at least I hang out, at least I got something else to do...

Honestly I don't like staying at home...for no reason..I am just like a puppet..don't talk, don't smile....and just locking myself in da room...it's like a jail? or...hotel room? ishk....

This afternoon just received a letter from UCSI...yep... My guess was right, it's da bill for my next semester fees....Omg ....I wonder what's wrong with their mind...I selected the same subjects with my friends..for my fren, the warehousing subject was declined and mine was approved...wth...??!!!

hahaha...feel kinda insecure to study in this college but then what to do...I have decided not to change college again from the moment I stepped into this college...the only choice I have now is to finish them as soon as possible then step out to the society and start working ....

Many of them asked me, "Houng, any plan during your holiday? "
hahaha...the answer is no...~!
No vacation, no plan and not even thinking about any outing with friends yet...=)
If that's possible will just keep staying at home...and YEAH!!! I said I wanted to keep fit...and now I am trying so so hard =) eat less~ force myself to do pumping and set up...=) with I will be succeed~

Dying my hair could be cool I think? hahaha...to change a new look....since I never put any color on my hair ? erm...what about do some changes on my clothes? well these will cost some money..hahaha...

My uncle always remind me to enjoy my college life while I still can~ =) yea I know I should~ And probably I am gonna meet some new friends? as I always do =) hahahaha..
I feel that my friends are just like the theory in account....when debit exists, for sure there will be credit..hahaha....what I am trying to say is....every sem I got new friends...and then at the same time I lost some friends too.....wonder why ..=) even we said we will be best friend for forever...promise means nothing for human being =) hahaha


LASTLY~ JUST TO REMIND PEOPLE!!!
EARTH IS SICK NOW.....PLEASE TAKE CARE OF IT ...OR ELSE I THINK WHAT'S HAPPENING IN DA MOVIE 2012 WILL BE REVEALED SOON!~!!~!~!~!~!

Yesterday was actually the day I have been waiting for a long time ..the day that I was going to meet my Mina..the best girl I have ever met....

Before we met, you told me something about our relationship, you said we were just friend and unlike last time...

Ends up you were the one who hold my hand and the one who called me HONEY....You said so but you didn't want to do so..right?
You still missing the days we holding each other hand and stick like a lovely bird...right?

And so far...you were the only girl who made me feel the most comfortable when going out with...I could hold your hand, some time hug you, or even a kiss maybe when I couldn't control myself? I didn't need to hide anything or care the sight from others...which I seriously didn't like.

I could even remember what you have taught me, what we did and many things....you changed me and I am now still affecting by you..

Always enjoy the moment in the cinema with you...coz I can hold your little hand when watching movie..

You were just so sweet and lovely...but when you left me...I was back to alone again...I got no one to love...

It's not like I don't want to text you with da lovely way....
It's not like I don't want to be close with you....

Not just yesterday but I have been thinking about this question and asking myself for a couple days already...
Yep...honestly I feel happy when Hong receive your lovely message everyday...
You were like so care about me...wanted to know what I was doing every minute, every second...

That would be perfect if you were my gf...but the fact was...nope..

What if one day you find a guy that you like...Will you still care about me like present?
will you......?

This is just too complicated and ....insecure....

And the best solution I have figured out is....let's be friend...kay?

.....lastly, I would like to apologize to you Vivian.....Now I know what did you mean by "this is just so insecure" last time...I just experienced it....

About Me

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about me har~? normal people but wish to make more friends....=D

ah pek and I ^^

ah pek and I ^^

(o0o)? hahaha...

(o0o)? hahaha...

My target......

-Try not to be emo ...

- Try to be single but not alone...

-Try to study hard....

-Try learning how to manage time and money...

-Try learning how to just be your friend...

-Try not to cut my hand as I promised jia ....